I am sure that he has changed overnight as he always used to say that he get turned on by my fetishes. When we first started to date at London escorts, he wanted to be part of my every dream and fetish. Now that I have left the agency, he says that I really need to tone down my needs and desires. I cannot put my finger on what has gone wrong.
I miss my bisexual partner at cheap escorts like mad. She is one of the reasons why I met my husband. He was looking to do a duo date with a couple of girls, and ended up getting me and my bisexual partner. We gave him the show off a lifetime and he really seemed to enjoy it. Talking to him yesterday, he does not even want me to see my bisexual partner. Perhaps he does not realize that I really need her in my life.
There are other things that we have discussed. My new husband has been married before and has got a couple of kids. When we first got married, we were really into playing with sex toys and having fun. The latest thing is that my husband is worried that his kids are going to find the sex toys that I brought with me from London escorts. Well, they are teenagers, so I am pretty sure that they have got the right idea by now.
It is like my husband is merging into this other person that I really don’t know. When he first started to date me, he was always telling me how boring he thought that his ex-wife was. Now that he had me in his life, he was looking forward to enjoying himself again. But all of that changed when I left London escorts and got married to him. It was like his morals had just woken up and gone to town on him. I am not sure how I feel about things any more.
Well, that is actually telling a lie. I know exactly how I feel about things. It feels bit like my life is being taken away from me piece by piece since I left London escorts. I do not any longer feel like the young sexy lady that I used to be. Now I feel that I am this woman who is just there for him. The other day he had me looking after his kids all day. That I did not think was fair. They are not my kids and their naughty dad does not even want to play with me anymore. If things don’t change soon, I will be leave and go back to work. This is not the kind of marriage that I have signed up for and I keep on wondering what happened in the first marriage. Could it be that it was his fault that the marriage ended? It really makes me wonder.